mandie

absenceof_heart @ 2009-07-01T21:54:00

2009-07-02T02:55:50Z

I'm so effing frustrated. Everyone says weddings bring out the worst in people. We've been lucky I suppose.

But really? 2 months before the wedding you want to change things that were agreed upon MONTHS ago.

And you, you're a coward and I hate being the bad guy. You know that. It's not like I'm not stressed out or anything.

I'm so over this.

absenceof_heart @ 2009-03-27T00:15:00

2009-03-27T05:15:42Z

To all who still read this:

If you would like to feel even older - as of 15 minutes ago, my sister - little christi - is now 21 years old.

<3

absenceof_heart @ 2008-08-31T19:29:00

2008-09-01T00:29:49Z

know any great wedding songs? or just any songs that would make you want to dance all night long?

gimme all!

:)

and the world keeps spinning...

2008-05-01T20:35:02Z

So the past 3-4 months have been crazy.

I just got my final grade for biology---91.3!!! and now if I can just get a really good grade on my Stats final I'll be in good shape.

Work..is work. I really don't like my job, but it's paying for school and working with my hours. And it pays better than any other job I'm finding so I think I'll just have to stick it out for a while.

We moved up the wedding to August 26, 2009. We're having it at the historic YWCA in Fort Worth. Pics are in my myspace. I absolutly love the place. Plus it doesn't need much decoration so we'll save a ton there.

We're moving in 45 days to a bigger, nicer, prettier apartment. We just signed the lease today. I'm stoked.

The kitties are still spoiled little snots, but I wouldn't have it any other way. In fact, Max is sitting on my lap right now meowing at me for not paying attention to him.

There's still family drama, but I'm feeling better about it and I've realized shit will be shit.

oh, and go stars!

absenceof_heart @ 2008-03-27T10:53:00

2008-03-27T15:53:12Z

i just want to scream.

absenceof_heart @ 2008-02-04T17:12:00

2008-02-04T23:15:47Z

planning a freaking wedding is a lot more work than i thought.

absenceof_heart @ 2008-01-18T16:16:00

2008-01-18T22:17:03Z

i like statistics.

shoot me.

absenceof_heart @ 2008-01-03T13:05:00

2008-01-03T19:06:41Z

i'm at work and i'm bored to death. seriously.

i'm taking off work tomorrow to go to Bastrop, TX (can it get any more country) to look at a place for the wedding. christi is going with me, so it'll be fun regardless.

i'll post pictures when i get back, and believe me i'll take a lot.

oh, and happy new year!

absenceof_heart @ 2007-11-14T21:56:00

2007-11-15T03:57:09Z

Christmas Card Time!

I need addresses because I apparently don't use address books.

:)

absenceof_heart @ 2007-10-28T21:30:00

2007-10-29T02:30:46Z

okay guys,

seriously, my brother is a finalist to model in a mark echo fashion show on thursday.

they are picking 20 people out of the final 47.

he is one of the only 2 boys.

I WANT TO SEE MY BRO WIN.

so go to this site, scroll down to PAUL and vote.

http://kissnation.1061kissfm.com/ashleytisdalefashionshow

its kind of funky, and you have to enter an email addy and then CHECK YOUR EMAIL to confirm the vote. but its worth it. for real.

:)

PS the picture was taken by my one and only...so it makes it better.

:):)

absenceof_heart @ 2007-10-12T11:21:00

2007-10-12T16:22:20Z

ugh. i need a doctor to tell me whats wrong with me...not that i'm not pregnant. I KNOW THAT!

absenceof_heart @ 2007-09-16T21:25:00

2007-09-17T02:27:32Z

we're getting hitched.

absenceof_heart @ 2007-09-06T14:50:00

2007-09-06T19:51:05Z

california kids.

i need money help.

between 2 people, what should the combined income be to get by in your rediculously expensive state?

ps.

IVE GOT INTERVIEWS SCHEDULED OMG OMG OMG

absenceof_heart @ 2007-08-31T20:18:00

2007-09-01T01:18:11Z

goddamn fuck it all.

absenceof_heart @ 2007-08-28T22:06:00

2007-08-29T03:10:13Z

You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart
Because
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
You can run into my arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
Come here to me
There's no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because
When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
Under my umbrella
It's raining
Ooh baby it's raining
Baby come here to me
Come here to me
It's rainin
Oh baby it's raining

absenceof_heart @ 2007-07-22T22:13:00

2007-07-23T03:14:05Z

hi. in 12 hours im having a root canal.

shoot me k>

<3`\

absenceof_heart @ 2007-06-12T13:12:00

2007-06-12T18:13:20Z

first off...happy bday cat!

secondly....i dont care what anyone says, retail therapy is amazing.

absenceof_heart @ 2007-03-30T19:48:00

2007-03-31T00:47:54Z

this is perfection.

absenceof_heart @ 2006-11-15T15:49:00

2006-11-15T20:49:05Z

its that time of year again...

i know im never on this thing anymore, but life's been.....typical i suppose.

everyone should send me their addresses (even if you think i have it) so that i can send out christmas cards. or christmakkuh or whatever.

the best thing will be to email me @ broken_killswitch@netzero.com

<3

absenceof_heart @ 2006-10-12T11:45:00

2006-10-12T16:50:03Z

im still alive.

between work, hockey, my kitties, and the best boy ever ive been here there and everywhere.

myspace is really the only place to catch me (i can check it rather well on my sidekick)

i just dyed/cut my hair, so pictures should be up shortly.

miss you and love you all <3

absenceof_heart @ 2006-08-31T20:20:00

2006-09-01T01:20:54Z

i want a new tattoo. right now.

absenceof_heart @ 2006-08-30T14:43:00

2006-08-30T19:48:27Z

i dont know what it is about this kid...but i like it.

this smile hasnt left my face for nearly a week.

the real test? meeting my sister and my boys.

here goes nothin!

:):):)

2006-08-27T01:00:01Z

so this is what it feels like to be happy.

this weekend has been the best weekend ever...and its not even over yet

:)

absenceof_heart @ 2004-09-08T05:14:00

2004-09-08T10:16:13Z

friends only
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